I kissed you goodnight
Hoping to see you again
You kissed me goodbye
Knowing you'll never call

I ignored the voice
The voice in my head
Saying "he will never call"
I fall asleep at the phone every night
Hoping for it to ring
To hear your voice on the other line

I should have noticed the fake smile you gave me
I should have seen the face you made during the kiss
I should have known
You were too good to be true

It's been a month now
Did you find someone better?
What's your excuse this time?
The tears stained my face
My hair hasn't been made
My clothes haven't been washed
The dishes not done
The food growing moldy

The night felt magical
That night we kissed
I thought you felt it
Guess not

The gun in my hand
Pointing to my heart
My finger on the trigger
Is this what you want?
My hand is shaking

     *BANG*